I sometimes feel what I've done throughout my days have been to hunt for Reasons-whatever it might be for-for doing and not doing things.It is rather disturbing at times to discover yourself grown into a habit which reason does not support anymore.Then you are stranded.The search for a new reason begins,but it isn't always convincing and becomes self-deceptive.The wisest decision would be to quit the habit.But again there needs to be a reason,the new one likely to contradict the old one though.A conflict is inevitable.Perhaps this is the process of a change!